Astronaut In Love

This Astronaut is trying to tap into the nothingness of an existence where all knowledge is shown but little is retained. Amid all the cataclysmic happenings in his everyday world, this Astronaut prefers to stay in his head and chooses to worry about the mundane things;  relationships, food, cats, regrets, etc.  this journey is not about trying to find himself, this has already been established.  This journey is about getting rid of the detritus, the nothingness that plagues his mind and answer the question, what's next?